Didi, as a mother personality, this body-mind complex has a memory of giving birth to another body-mind complex. When I correlate, I assume I was born into the world by my mother. Then how can I be the birthless Consciousness? 

Answer:

That is deductive logic, dear. If I see a baby being born to a woman, I assume that I was born in a similar way to another woman. I am deducing this, but deductive logic is not Direct Seeing. 

What is your Direct Seeing?

• • You do not have a memory of being born to your mother. Your mother may describe the difficulty that she went through, the hospital, the doctors, the situation, but it is borrowed information, not your own direct seeing of reality.
  • You were only provided the information regarding a birth date, a birth time, a birth place, a mother, and a father. But you do not have a memory that can validate the information. Nobody does.
  • When you are asked about your age on a form, you have to calculate. You never feel the number that you are writing down.
  • When you meet an old friend, it seems that they have changed, but you feel that you have not changed at all.
  • When you hear the news about the death of a person, you feel that it is not going to happen to you.

Wake up to this silent inner Truth. See from that inner perspective that you have been ignoring so far. Reality is knocking on the door. Open it!

Then you will see:

• • A baby is born in your world. But you are never born in your world.
  • Your world is born to you every morning and ceases every night, while you continue.

How can that which is born to you daily be that in which you were born in the past? That doesn’t make sense. You cannot deduce your own birth!

Once this reality is seen in Wake-Dream-Sleep exploration or Swapna Nidra Gnyana Sadhana, then all other questions will find their answers. Start with the basics first.

• • Who are you?
  • What is this world?
  • Are you born to the world, or is the world born to you?

Do self-inquiry through direct SEEing dear, not intellectual analysis, these are two different things totally. The Swapna Nidra Gnyana Sadhana books will help with this search! May you find the truth from your own direct SEEing!